2013 was a painful year for us. Struggle with sin, trust, faith, priorities, communication, hurt, anger, all of it. There's so much that can't be shared publicly or even privately. But it's our story, our LIFE, it's real.
I haven't been here because I didn't know what to say. I still don't really.
This journey is HARD. I am struggling to trust God. What exactly do I trust TO God??? He's all powerful but works in twisted ways that we don't understand at all. He may NEVER answer my prayers in the ways that *I* am pleading to Him . How do I trust and hope and pray for God to do plan A when I know so very well that He may have a Plan B in mind all along, that never even comes close to my desires?? So I am trying to simply Trust God. With the whole thing. And be okay with the possibility of Plan B. And to trust that Plan B can still be okay too and even possibly GOOD. And that, my friends, is hard. THAT is faith.
"Father, if you are willing, take this cup from me; yet not my will, but yours be done." Luke 22:42
Have you ever had to trust God with some really heavy circumstances? Trusting that the Plan B (which, by the way, was always God's plan from the start) is good too?